Wow it's been a while; it's just been a really busy week and I haven't gotten a chance to update this puppy.

I had a pair of aerospace tests last week, I think they went well, but I'm weary until I get the test back in my hands and see how I did. Monday I did a pretest dinner with Jimmy, Matt, Melissa, and this one kid whose name escapes me (I'm so bad with names it's embarrassing). Tuesday I had my 3 hour lab and it was horrible. The day just dragged on and on and on and on; haha I think you got my point by now. Wednesday was rainy, absolutely horrid. We had a review session for the 313 exam which was fun, but I ate my dinner there which included some canalope I got from the West Wing. Oh my God, it was so very bad, the worst canalope that I ever ate. I was making these horrible faces with each cube that I put in.

Thursday quite frankly annoyed the hell out of me. It started out fine, I had lunch with Melissa which was nice as usual (it was actually the first time I saw one of my 4 good friends since Sunday). I skipped the e mch class which isn't a big deal. Then I went to 311 which was a good interesting class, but I saw my horoscope and it said that I was supposed to have a 2 star day, which isn't good. I thought it was crazy because well I was having a pretty good day to that point. I get home after class hoping that somebody was around for dinner. As it turns out everybody left like 5 - 10 minutes before I got back. Normally I'd just be annoyed a little but this time I was really very upset. For one thing, I haven't seen Joe, Aaron, or Erin since Saturday which is odd considering we live so close; and another Nenna came up for dinner. I haven't done anything with her in such a long time. I just wasn't happy about it, but I had no right to be mad especially not at Joe because it was mostly (all) my fault that I was left out. I also shouldn't have been mad at him because he's the only one who ever waits on me. Whenever he can't make dinner after his late class, I know I'm eating solo because well everybody else would have made plans that didn't involve me. It's not a big deal, but sometimes I feel well that nobody thinks I'm not important enough to be made plans with. It's like I'm an extra in a movie; just there for background. After fuming in my room for an hour, I went and took the 313 exam which went well, at least I think it did. Thursday turned out to be the two star day that was predicted.

Friday was a day where I did lunch with Joey (first meal since lunch previous day - about 24 hours), had dinner, played some hoops. When I got back I noticed that A Christmas Story was on, OK, that should not happen before Thanksgiving. Which brings me to another point I really wish downtown wasn't decorated for Christmas already, it's not that time of year until Friday you get that people.

Saturday I did cleaned my room (I still avoided the laundry that I wanted to do last weekend). We had a team meeting in Kunkle for 301. I feel like I'm going to be a weak link for that project, and I don't like it. It makes me feel bad that I don't feel like I'm contributing; I should be able to do more but I don't really understand it. Hopefully I'll get everything sorted out and be able to help more. Odd note of the meeting - Kunkle does not have a light switch (the first 15 minutes where spent trying to find one). I didn't really have anything to do Saturday night so I watched my tape of Ed and the West Wing. Both really good episodes. Once again, I'm embarrassed to say that Ed made me cry. It was just so sweet the way he proposed to Carol that I couldn't handle it (yes I know I'm a girl, I guess that would make me a lesbian) I wish I was more like Ed. I just never been able to take a chance with a girl (I'm a chicken shit).

Wow we finally made it to today. I did homework which was annoying because it wasn't like what we did in class. I had brunch with Melissa which was nice. I probably (most definitely) said the wrong thing to Joey and got him all mad at me [at least I hope it's at me and not somebody else (actually I hope he's not mad at anybody)]. All I really did was ask him to be nicer to somebody, but I think I offended him. Oh, well it'll work itself out eventually. I'm really annoyed at my computer, it will not go to any websites that start with courses.psu.edu and I need those for classes so I'm irked and a half about it.

I should go to bed I have a test tomorrow night and I'm worried. I haven't studied yet, but on the bright side I'm going home Tuesday for the first time since August.

Music playin' - The Cowboy in Me by Timmy McGraw